Exile

At the fall of evening, the light inside my heart dims.
And the nightly vigil of pain and suffering begins.
Those thoughts I cherish so much flood the dam.
While I hope that I never forget the person I am.

Without a guide to these uncharted waters I get lost.
No rhyme or reason to abandon the love I tossed.
Amidst the storm I see the jaws of fate open wide.
As my ship gets rushed through, waking me up inside.

I can do many things and rebuke what you may take.
Because everlasting strength if born from this heartbreak.
While you're living your fantasy life I'm simply counting time.
But what else can I do other than write and stand in line?

Your deep nod agreed that I throw myself in exile.
Because it is my face that you will eternally revile.
While you can have all your smiles and sunshines afar.
Life is not like this because this isn't who we are.